Day 5 in Jakarta

Woke up today and had eagerly started packing my stuff in my bag.

Counting the minutes now on getting into the taxi heading straight to the airport........

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock...

At times it feels like some feelings are fozen....
At times it feels like time is frozen....
At times i juz wish......

Life is filled with ups and downs... this is one of the down alright... when will it ends..........

Can it be restarted.... juz like a pc....
Everything will be back to normal........

On our way to airport, we passed by this shopping complex. Mom was telling me that the corner burned down shop houses was due to the previous protest incident. The ashes remains till now...

Indonesia Airport Tax to be paid upon check in. Rp100,000.00 = RM39.00.

There's no cents in Indonesia... starting from Rp50, Rp100, Rp500, Rp1,000 and above.... All sums comes in round figure in the end. So don't expect change return for some reason than.

Toilet at the departure hall. Notice the Malay writing? We would have named it "Tandas" in Malaysia.

I guess this would be the only thing I would enjoyed in my stay @ Jakarta. Thank God for bringing me back home safely.

Can this shows my cloudy days @ Jakarta

Day 4 in Jakarta

This is juz NOT MY DAY!!!!

Went to 2 shopping mall...... ITC Kuningan & The Anggrek Mall

ITC is something like Low Yat Plaza but slightly smaller...
Packed with lots and lots and lots and lots of people...
Selling none other than handphones, camera, pc, ipod, etc etc....
Crowded everywhere....

The Anggrek Mall is something similar to Star Hill and Lot 10....
Heard that it's the largest mall in South East Asia...

Anggrek Mall Main Entrance

Overview from opposite main entrance

It wasn't a good experience when there's two mindset in one same place...
To be treated as local or to be treated as a guest....
Expectations different can really create a 'kay osk'......

Couldn't help myself feeling like getting out of Jakarta and head straight home right away.......

I don't like it here....
I wanna go home where my life belongs.... period.

Day 3 in Jakarta

Gotta wake up early today!! Gotta wake up early today!!!

Bro has made some plans for us today!! Makan lunch with him than we lepak at one mall than he meet up with us at another mall than balik rumah..

And it turns up...........

Bro booked a taxi for us at 10:30am... the same old BB taxi.. trust worthy for it's name i guess! One thing I like about the BB taxi is that so far in regardless the guy whom we encountered in the airport or the taxi drivers who had fetched us so far.. they are all very polite and well mannered!! It felt really good to be in these taxis and am happy for the company that they had such well trainned staff! =)

The taxi brought us to Wisma 46, where bro is working. And gotta know that this wisma is the tallest building in Jakarta!!

He brought us up to the highest floor 47th, whereby we are able to look at half of the Jakarta landscape in an eye!!

I was looking forward to that, but..... the level of enjoyment?! ..................... (speechless)

Juz imagine.... with KL in sight @ Bukit Bintang area... than next to it is Kampung Chempaka... than building next will be Jalan Sultan Ismail area... than the next is Kampung Ara... Can you imagine????

That's how its like from way up high in Wisma 46. No kidding!!

Unfortunately, I didn't manage to have my camera filled with valid batteries than, otherwise it would be captured for a better view! Wasted....... But at least the view it's on my mind now...

We than moved over to take a peep @ ShangriLa Hotel lobby... fancy... with its deco, lightings and nice cozy swimming pool garden...

Jakarta is a big city! I heard that the whole pupulation in Jakarta is aready = to the population in Malaysia!! Is this true?!? Wow!!

Traffic here is either similar to KL peak hours or worst.... Bikes and cars are flying everywhere, especially during the peak hours on Friday as I was told. No one would step out during that hour if possible coz it's really jam.

I second that!

After the lunch, mom decided to take the public transport = BUS as a change to experience the ride. So we took a long walk to get into the ticket counter and walk another long walk to get to the bus station.....

Not much luck we had.... we waited for quite some time in a non air cond, non fan bus stop.. people are jamming up the place and the place is getting warmer... i could even felt my sweat dripping.... gosh!!!

Carrying a sleeping big baby with a little girl next to me wasn't a fun task... I'd learned that it's not easy being a mother!! Hahaha.....

Those staff working in the bus station were kind enough to ask me to seat aside and wait for the bus, it seems that ladies with infant have the priviledge to aboard the bus in advance. That's good!

There are another 2 staffs who were taking care in the bus besides the usual driver, that's something different. I approached the young man asking for help to informed me when my station is due. Was kinda worried that with the crowded bus, he might forgot, but he didn't. Through the crowd, he found me and informed me with a SMILE! So niiceeeeeeeeeeeee of him. That's good!

We are supposed to transit to another bus stop in order to reach the Mangga Dua Square, but.... mom finally decided to take a taxi instead to avoid the walking, the crowd, the sweat, etc etc...

We exit-ed from Matraman station and head right straight to a traffic polis booth to ask for direction on calling for taxi. These 2 traffic police officers were really nice! It was a cross junction ahead with very heavy traffic. The traffic police actually tried to get a taxi for us, but apparently the more he tried, the more taxi has drove passed him..... quickly!! Hahaha........

Finally he managed to get one BB taxi for us. Very kind and sweet of them to lend their helping hands! Really appreciate that! That's good!

After hopping on the BB taxi, the driver told us that he was actually worried when the traffic police stopped him...

"Saya ingat saya dah buat salahan, kena denda..."

Hahahahhaaaaa... as expected! No wonder lots of them ran away!!

The taxi driver tried to chat with us along the way to M2, but the same problem arised... I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!! =D

But the little girl DID!!! Gosh!!! She's our translator than. How could she had understood what the driver said and I don't instead???? Well.... i figured out that she's got kakak at home who had apparently helped a lot there..... =)

Along the way we could see lots of hawker stalls along the road...

We can also see there's some "walking hawker" going around with packets of titbits or others asking for sales when the cars stopped at the traffic lights....

We can see different type of public transport besides the usual taxi and bus.. there's also vans, mini bus, and not forgetting these mini bike taxis... interesting.....

Bro initially said that we have to leave M2 around 3:30pm before the traffic starts, but at the end, it turn out to be that we had only arrived M2 at 3:30pm!!! Traffic is everywhere starting from this hour.... so we gotta change plans...

We went over to another block called WTC Mangga 2.

Goodness!!! It's only 7pm+ and most of the shops are already closed! Never thought that shopping center can be closed that early.......

But in this complex I found something interesting.... At least it's an escalator that we are unable to find in our homeland...

Ever seen one of this "turning" escalator?

Bro came to M2 and brought us back home.... had a short dinner and straight home we went...

What's gonna happen tomorrow?! Will there be anything excited or new experience to experienced?!

Looking forward to a brand new day........... in Jakarta!

Day 2 in Jakarta

Woke up early this morning... well at least it was early for me during off days... 10+ am! haha.. =P

Mom said to go market to jalan jalan.... found out that bringing those 2 kids wasn't an easy task. At least with the older one she's ok.. but the younger one with the age of 2+ it's kinda hard to dealed with... not much of experience i would say! Even mom would also give up at times with his behaviour!! Hahaha....

It was a long walking journey from the apartment to the market, especially with the hot sun hanging out there! Gotta see more with this long mile....

The place is either filled with big huge bangalors that looks so grand on the outside... or one could see next to it would be either an emptly land or covered with rundown kampung houses. "How could this be?" was right in my mind.... we don't see this anywhere in PJ or KL (not sure for other states so far). This place is neither high class or low!!


Along the way to the morning market... contructions on big houses were everywhere... no wonder bro doesn't allowed mom to bring the kid when she's alone with her.... "NOT SAFE" that's my bro's answer, and I can see why....

No offence in anyway.... Maybe it's juz lacking a sense on security especially it's not our main land I suppose, we are not in their culture nor any background knowledge obtain. I believe foreigners who work in Malaysia would feel the same in the beginning stage too more or less...

With the sweat and sun hanging around us, we manage to arrive to the market in peace... Saw something interesting..... to prevent flies flying and stopping everywhere, the kuih store actually put up a straw (with honey?) in a softdrink bottle and place it at the center of the kuih placement... u can actually see flies were sticking on to the straw like a "flies collection" tube or something! Hahaha....

Not to miss the store selling grain..... just look at the timbang machine...

Old antient type of machine.. brings back lots of childhood memories.... feels great!! =)

We came back from market by using the same route with packets of food... fish... grain... mee.. etc for lunch... yummy yummy!! It really tasted quite good, at least i didn't get a stomach ache by taking that!! Kakaka.... no lah! Juz joking! ;0)

But felt really sleeping after taking the lunch though, wonder whether the store had added any sleeping pills ingredients in the food or not coz I was sleeping through the whole afternoon (was trying to avoid me being a piggy!!)

The kids and mom went swimming.... I was sleeping..
The kids and mom return from swimming... I was sleeping...
My bro returns from work... I was sleeping....
Until it's time to go out lepak... I'm awake!!! =D

Gosh! That's was such a nice NAP!! (although it was kinda long)

We went over to Mal Puri Indah, a shopping mall... all i manage to see was to walk around for a few minutes and head up to Puri Land = a wonderland of play station for kids.

Kinda bored than... especially the elder kid were focusing playing with my bro and me and mom were left behind to take care of the younger one..

Didn't manage to really walk through the shopping mall.... juz Puri Land.....

What's gonna happen in the next couple of days?????

Day 1 in Jakarta....

Took the late flight to Jakarta today as planned with the 2 kids and mom... not as hard to manage those two as expected than... maybe they know that they have to be good, otherwise i might throw them out from the plane. hahaha...

Kinda blurred upon arrival at the Jakarta airport.. brother said to take the BB taxi or GY taxi, but gotta be aware that BB taxi might have imitation, so gotta look for the right counter/person.. Sounds kinda tense here... what IF i got the imitation taxi?! Will we be in danger?? What kind of danger?? Gosh.... tension-nya....

Managed to get into the right taxi and headed to bro's house... but you know what?! Communication breakdown!!!!! Told the taxi driver the destination, and he ANSWERED!!!!!! The worst thing was, I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!

Gosh! That's bad!!! I don't get what the taxi driver was asking, and he didn't get what I was saying too!! And I thought that Jakarta and Malaysia speaks the same language pulak, but just the different accent I suppose....

I can see that there's some doubt in the taxi driver's face and manage to understood what he wants from me from the bits and pieces of what he said... "...... telepon... teman..." others remains a mystery....

So I gotta pick up the phone and call bro... apa pulak, he wasn't in a good tone to answer this call i suppose..... "Quick! Quick!" That's what i recalled so far....

I managed to get the reason behind on those "Quick! Quick!" issue....

"I didn't know you were calling from your handphone! I thought you called me by using the public phone while you were at the airport. You know how expensive it is to call by using Malaysia line??! RM6.00 per minute you know?!"

No wonder he's on fire........ expensive-nya indeed!!!

First night in Jakarta... and all i could see is dark places with lots of big buildings and rundown houses all in one....

当慈善碰上旅游心

"请问三月十一日早上十点在巴生为肾脏病人演个新年短剧, 你能参与吗? 下星期才排戏. 大约三次在UE3........"

就因为这个短讯, 让我再次踏上舞台....
当时收到这封短讯时有些意外, 有些开心, 有些忐忑, 有些期待....

就这样的... 短短共四天的排戏, 第五天正式上演大约20分钟的新年短剧供群众观赏.

从来没有听过有Patients' Day的庆典, 只因为没有这方面的认知关系.. 让我这天过得特别有意义!!

演出那个早上, 老爸七早八早的就来接我们这群"孩子"!

好久都没有那么早看日出...
那么早呼吸新鲜空气...
那么早听鸟儿唱歌了...

而我, 也已经那么久没有戴帽子了!!!
只因"内藏玄机", 所以才想到要出动这个"古董"!!
要不然一路上, 我脸肯定不懂往哪儿摆才好!

早早的我们抵达会场, 一片冷清....
走走看看研究的过程中, 只期待辉哥的到来...

"辉哥几点到?"
"辉哥还没有来啊?"
"辉哥跟谁车?"
"做么酱久还没到的?!"

辉哥当下成为了"重要人物"!!!
因为................ 咱们的早餐全靠他!!!!
哈哈~~

捧上的爱心早餐, 就是热腾腾的Nasi Lemak + Curry Ayam!! 超棒的!
热腾腾的Nasi Lemak吃进后, 过了数小时仍热腾腾的在我肚子里燃烧.....

延续上次的"梁祝"舞台剧后, 没想到这次小品演出中又有机会和辉哥同台演"夫妻"!

大伙医好大胃后, 时间也渐渐的缺乏...
距离开场还有多少时间可以让我们走位呢?

煌哥赶紧召集人马开始一个个的"行动"

谁跟谁对戏....
谁跟谁怎么走....
谁跟谁该怎么站....

到最后的谁跟谁开始快速快速的fast forward对稿走位...

原本以为地方不大, 不用mic观众也应该可以听得到... 后来因为连圆桌都有可能有观众的情况下, mic开始被分派...

全体台前幕后"精英"

小品演出开始了.....

"喂! 对啊! 在用餐啰... 还不是每年都一样......."
"喂! 是我啊! 没有啦, 我在吃团年饭, 可是家里每个人都在忙着打电话, 那我不是打电话给你啰, 不然很像有点不好意思嘛...."

小品的中场休息请了周大哥驻唱....

在后台的我们, 演员和他都在同一个小小的空间里活动着....

周大哥在练唱... 我们在胡闹....

"唱那首玫瑰之恋来听听"
(吃惊)
"你忘记我啦? 我以前时常和另一个高高的女子一起去听你唱歌的."
"噢....."

"你会唱歌吗?"
"一点点...."
"她会唱歌的! 她有驻唱的咧..."
"是吗? 那唱一首歌来听听.... 就勇气吧!"
".......... 终于做了这个决定..........."
"嗯, 等一下就请你出去唱啦!"

就这样.... 以上的画面上幕了.....
很突然... 很巧合.... 很无意....的安排.....
有幸的能和本地音乐人周大哥同台还帮我这个无名氏伴乐.....
感到最搞笑的就是得以这种aunty装扮出场, 还要唱的是"勇气", 真的是觉得很隔隔不入也! 哈! 超搞笑的!

更感谢的是煌哥和老爸, 把这一幕捕捉了送我...
很开心...

当天下午的观众就有这么多位...

一些是病患者...
一些是病患者的家属....
一些是制作单位的负责人....
还有好多好多我不懂群众的观众.....

有华人.... 有马来人... 有印度人....
一同来观赏一出以华语为主的小品...
一个以中英文为主的歌唱....


接近节目的尾声, 老爸担任了一位"吉祥人物".... 财神爷也....

哈哈..... 看到老爸的造型超酷的! 应该是认识的关系, 感觉总是怪怪的! 嘻嘻~~

可是看到这个画面, 却又分外温馨.....

老爸忙着握手祝贺... 主席忙着派发红包....
充满温馨的下午....


节目完毕后, 我们整班瓜迫不及待的想在巴生"找吃"!

由于婵姐是道地的巴生人，所以当然少不了当我们的导游啦！

首先就是去她家的店买lucky number!　哈哈～　好像没有一个人幸免咧！当然是自愿者的权利啦！　；０）

整班边闲聊边吃的当儿，突然觉得这天过的很充实，很＂爽＂！

从原本过得有意义的早上，到充满旅游心态的下午，不是不开心的，但渐渐的从脸上展露的疲倦也开始偷偷偷袭了．．．．　

在婵姐的老店楼上突然发现新大陆．．．

一个个陈旧的东西，倍感亲和力！好久没有接触这个感觉了．．．于是迫不及待的不让自己忘记，一一的把它给捕捉下来吧．．．

以前老家的那架陪了自己度过数个年头的黑白电视机现在在那里了呢？



古老的按钮开关置现在依然存在于繁华的市区吗？
可能性似乎等于零．．．．．




医饱了肚子．．．该是医饱我们眼睛和心灵的时候了．．．

想起来不仅会心一笑．．．
巴生不是出名肉骨茶和海鲜吗？
结果，我们一样都没有品尝到．．．

所以．．．不能再留一些遗憾．．．
来到一个没有沙滩的海边，舒服一下吧．．．



静静的海．．．
微微的风．．．
轻轻的．．．　柔柔的．．．


顿时．．．
心．．．棉棉的．．．




享受了海风．．．是时候吸收一些不一样的精华了．．．
码头转向＂书香＂．．．．

一群朋友，点了六样菜，结果还是剩下一小部分．．．
食物．．．该说抱歉了．．．．

邦咯岛的天空...

美丽吗? 祥和吗? 充满希望吗? 与你分享... 邦咯岛的天空

有多久没有回到小岛的怀抱了？　还记得吗？　

小小的我，乘搭着木制的大船过海，时常不忘跑上船的上层，好让阵阵的海风时轻时重的在脸上滑过．．．注视着一片片被船只激起的朵朵浪花，看着它一次又一次的变化．．．当时的自己，是多么容易的被满足，开心．．．

现在的我呢？当初的心情还在吗？有没有因时间的变化而让自己的心情也被感染了？

当初的木船还在吗？还会有多少人愿意乘搭？会嫌它开得慢吗？都在赶时间了吗？还是．．．都被时代的进步给宠坏了？

距离上次的＂猫猫家族＂旅游已经有一段时期．．．有多久了呢？４－５年了吗？也许吧．．．难得这次主席提议，也让这次的旅游得以划上个句点．．．　距离上次的豆号，也够久了！　呵呵．．．

这次到达目的地，也不懂是不是咱们的好运，竟然完整的碰上了当地的印度佳节．

这个有点类似Thaipusam的节日吸引了好多好多的它乡的印度及华裔同胞的到来．

显得有点奇怪．．．这么有特色的节日，好像只属当地所有．　听说每逢三月份的特定时期，这个祈福节日不曾间断．可是却不曾在任何一个管道听闻过．．．

知道吗？！这个岛屿原来只有＂一条大陆通罗馬＂．

所以这条路是绝对不能封的．由于这个原因，再加上这个庆典，道路完全是塞满了人，塞满了摹哆，塞满了teksi，并且．．．也同时塞满了好多神台．各方面都显得特别的拥挤．就因各方面的塞，突然对租来的车子觉得有点抱歉！

活动总共分两天在进行着．．．

星期五．．晚间活动
星期六．．早，午，晚各一次活动

让信男信女得以祈福，让＂信童＂在他们额头上用拇指轻轻的划一划，嘴上喃喃念出一些字句，礼便成型．

在书本阅读过千百次的Thaipusam节日，在Batu Caves的活动等等，但就是没有亲眼看过任何一项．．．在这里全被我看通了！

看着＂信童＂背后被钢勾勾着，我突然狠狠的计算．．．他背后一排就有２０个勾，总共有４排勾．２０x4=80个勾在一个人身上被勾着．．．真的那么不痛苦吗？真的那么厉害吗？真的一些知觉都没有吗？真的不会留下痕迹吗？当下好多问号在我脑海中盘旋着．．．可谁能给我答案呢？

抵达的哪个傍晚，走到了熟悉的海边．．．．这个沙滩似乎不比想象中的理想，可是却能在角落处寻找到一个安慰．．．

除了宽阔的海床，配合坚固的石块，其实最主要的还是当下的晚霞．．．夕阳西下．．．．

好久好久好久没有好好的看一看天空了．．．谁又会和我一样呢？

还记得小时候，总爱傻傻的望着天空，看看一片片的云朵．．．有些在匆忙的飘着，似乎在赶时间看一场电影，其它的云朵却又悠闲的躺着，似乎一动也不动般，抬也抬不动．．．好好玩！

忙碌的生活似乎让我忘记了当初的拥有，直到再次碰上它之后．．．．

过了一个颓废疯颠的晚上后，隔天早上团友们的半梦半醒间，把我们带到了这个旅游胜地．．．Dutch Fort．

知道吗，以前这个岛屿曾经也像现有的Port Klang一样的繁华，一样的忙碌．．．一个海港，一个运输量级高的地方．　

各国人民都会在这里储藏货物，粮食．．．而这个Dutch Fort也就是当下荷兰人遗留下来的古迹．．．围了个墙，把他们的货物粮食都保存的地方．

追逐的年份？？我也忘了．．．．

下一个景点是低达"福临宫" .

如果不熟悉这一个地方, 真的可能找不到入口! 小小的一个路牌, 不注意看也真的会"经过"它呀!

在这个庙宇, 有两个特色吧!

在它"身后"有一个小小迷你的万里长城, 还有就是这个生长毛发的锣鼓!!

相信吗? 我原本也不晓得, 直到当天朋友介绍这个"宝物"我才懂自己是有眼不识泰山呀!

听说很久以前这个神奇的鼓突然有一天开始长出毛发. 当时, 没有一个智者可以给予任何解释. 后来人们相信鼓上的毛发会带来好运, 于是信徒开始了"拔毛"行动... 渐渐的... 毛发一天比一天少, 而它也不再生长了... 庙宇的人为了它着想, 于是建起了一个塑胶箱把它箱起来, 供人参观并留念.

在庙宇的背后, 除了有迷你万里长城外, 还有各式的绘图和庭院供休息, 乘凉等...

而自己就廷喜欢这个大大强眼的"缘"!

缘的上头还有一个凉亭, 但必须花一些些时间, 让身体的老骨头加退休肌肉动一动的往上爬, 才可以欣赏到那段的远景...

我和 Mag 开开心心的往上走, 其他队友有些早已经攀登成功往下移, 可有些也只是忘却止步而已.

很喜欢在这个缘字下合影
因为就是一分缘
让我们这班朋友相知相惜....

如果当下可以每个人都到齐一同留影那就更妙了, 不是吗?! =)

鹏, 我, Mag, 还有..... 忠

当天把剩下的时间托付给海产品商店.

小琪已经一而再, 再而三的提醒...

"临走前记得要带我去买海产啊!"

不得不去.... 去到了, 也就不得不买了....

男生们喜欢"探险".... 我无意的跟随着, 也同时的发现了这个优美的园地!

看似一个普通不过的码头, 渔船的停靠地, 但对于我来说, 却有说不出的清爽, 安稳, 舒服感.....

廷喜欢这样的一个模式, 这样的一个框框...
但却不希望拥有的长久....

如果自己是个业余摄影爱好者, 拥有好的器材, 相信自己肯定不会让自己留下太多遗憾......

(待续)

第六届戏炬奖颁奖典礼

时间过得可真快．．． 一转眼就这样过了一年．．．

一年一度的戏炬奖隆重的在 KL Pac 顺利完美的进行也顺利的在 27/1/07 结束了．

"梁祝"演员合影

今年很庆幸的有机会在 KL Pac 举行这项有意义的活动．．． 以往总会听到．．．

＂座位有限！＂

＂不够位子坐，所以不能叫太多人去！＂

＂地方太小！＂

结果今年的场地的座位差不多满．．．很开心因为这个场地的宽阔，可以让更多有兴趣的朋友得以观赏今年的盛会，分享感染今年的喜悦！

今年台上的灯光．．．　我喜欢．．．

今年观赏的场地．．．　我喜欢．．．

今年主办的单位．．．　有不同．．．

今年看到的人群．．．　新面孔．．．

其实能够参加今年的盛会是开心的．．．

　　＊　开心于＂梁祝＂得以入围．．．

　　　　（１）最佳女主角　

　　　　（２）最佳男配角　

　　　　（３）最佳舞台美术设计　

　　　　（４）最佳灯光设计　

　　　　（５）最佳造型设计

　　＊　开心于看到好多熟悉及陌生的面孔．．．

　　＊　开心于得以和好久不见的朋友相见相惜．．．

戏剧届的＂老＂前辈　～　老爸！

就像个＂爸爸＂一样．．．

严肃｀　可爱｀　和蔼｀　

当然还有好多好多．．．．

等待你自己去发现咯！

哈哈～～

＂小虎队＂中最最小的成员　

～　其其．．．

值得疼惜

整个＂梁祝＂的演员当中，

小展算是年龄最小的成员了！

最近有留意McD的广告吗？

不难发现他那可爱稚气的脸孔噢！

当下的＂五虎将＂少了大弟，但幸好小小弟可以代替一下．．．
总算咱们还是＂五虎将＂大团圆！

嗯．．．　＂夫妻＂重聚．．
哈哈哈哈～～～～

算是现在戏剧届中
数一数二的舞台监督小龄吗？
长大了噢～

　

小美回来了！背包回来了！！
看到咱们三个，就会联想到＂白兰曲＂．．．
二黑一白．．．二女一男．．．
噢！应该是美女配俊男也．．

好久不见的小芬和平哥夫妇，还有剧艺会的一班朋友．．．开心！

背包....... 等我!!!!

小美前几个星期打电话和我闲聊．．．．

＂哎！ 我要去backpack咯！＂
＂huh！！！！ 什么时候？？？？＂
＂再过几个星期＂
＂去哪里？？？？＂
＂嗯．．． 会去澳门， 广州， 还有香港咯！＂
＂哗！！！！！！ 去多久哦？ 你自己去还是跟朋友？＂
＂我会去三个星期， 自己一个人去！＂
＂huh！！！！！！！！ 自己去？？？？？？？？？ 好羡慕你噢．．．．．．．．．．．．＂

真的很羡慕她．．．
好潇洒．．．．
好勇敢．．．．．
好有耐力．．．．．
好好喔．．．．．．．

曾几何时我也想过一过背包的生活
尝试背个大大的背包行走天涯
住住租床位的日子
认识萍水相逢的人
结交志同道合的朋友

可是．．．．　谈何容易啊？

钱呢？　年假呢？　工作呢？　能说要走便走吗？
还是自己缺乏了一个所谓的＂安全感＂？

小美曾经单枪匹马的四处游走，　backpack对她来说应该就不是一个问题了．．．　

奈何我这个＂温室中的一朵小花＂，　不知道什么时候才能被投缘者带到户外晒晒太阳，　享受体会外面的美与恶了．．．．．

真的期待有这个机会．．．．　今年会实现吗？？？　

期待着．．．　努力着．．．．　加油！！！

姑侄俩的一夜....

新年快乐!

虽然已经到了新一年的第十六天, 可是感觉上还是新的一年, 新的开始, 对吧!?

今天很开心, 也很欣慰, 因为从小看到大的侄儿竟然出奇不意的约我这个姑姐喝酒!!!! 哗!!!! 很意外, 也很开心.

刚才和他吃饭喝酒闲聊着, 才发觉我们这对从小看到大的姑侄俩, 从来没有这么两人单独真正聊过... 感觉好..... warm.....

看到他, 好多回忆就这么涌现而来了......

以前在众多亲戚中, 只有我们这家人南下迁移. 大多数的亲戚都是在吉隆坡, 要不嘛, 就是老爸的老家, 文冬.

还记得以前小时候, 每逢过年过节, 爸爸总是会带着我们几个瓜, 驾着现在我正驾驶的车, 由南直驶上吉隆坡, 都会在我这侄儿的家, 也就是我堂哥的家过几夜.... 所以这个年纪才小我三岁的侄儿就像我看着长大的孩子一般, 很有亲切感, 庆幸的是, 也廷透缘的...

虽然那个时候我们都很小, 见面相处的时间也不是很长, 但感觉上还相处的廷好的...

到后来自己 form 2 搬上来, 又和这个侄儿读同一所学校 (他下午班, 我上午班), 见面的时间也多些.... 离开中学后的我, 基本上也只是偶尔有和他碰个面闲聊几句的, 但真正坐下来聊天的也算是今天了!!!

并不是时常保持联系的我们, 很欣慰的是..... 还保持那份心意.....

他明年就要结束单身生活了.... 感觉上好像就要看到一个孩子将要步上生命中的另一个旅程碑一样... 在我心目中, 他还是个孩子呀.....

突然之间, 在想................ 拥有的这份感觉, 是不是每个妈妈们心目的感受都一样呢? 不管孩子多大, 但在妈妈心中, 也永远只是个孩子....

刚刚在pub中, 我堂嫂, 也就是他妈妈打来给他.....

"哦, 我跟我同事在一起, 出来喝两杯....."

呵呵..... 他不敢和他妈妈说是和姑姐在一起... 因为我们俩都相信.... 他身边的人都不会相信! 哈哈...

很温馨的一晚.... 期待还有未来....

晚安.......