30 Hours Famine Camp

http://famine.worldvision.com.my/2007

Once in a year...
It's time again...
Have you ever thought of participating?

It's really a meaningful camp whereby you would put yourself in others shoes...
you would understand how difficult others situation can be...
you would know how much things are highly worth in other places compare to ours which we don't even put into consideration...
you would know much more than you can contribute in some little small ways which would brings others great impact...
you would appreciate in each and every ways....

For those who had participated... i'm sure you would understand...

Do give it a try....
Break the bounderies....
Move out from your comfort zone...
You won't regret it....

Cheers!

"为自己的倒影悲哀...."

上个星期五, 和姐妹出去叙旧闲聊.....

回到我们以往常去的民歌餐厅, 后知后觉的我在坐下一个小时后, 才惊觉原来餐厅已经换了东家!!

名字改了... 门面换了...
相熟的伙计也都人事以非了...
曾经熟悉的地方, 何时开始变得陌生?!

顿时...
有些惊叹...
有些感慨...
有些惋惜...
有些无所适从....

我想, 除了它的洗手间之外, 其他装置对我们来说都是来自外星!
也许以后也不会再回到原点了...

那天谈着另一个朋友的故事点滴

什么人就会帮什么人...
也许这种人在别人不了解的状态中会把他视为'proton saga'

姐妹说..
"连自己都不会把自己照顾好, 却还在想着怎么帮他人?"

每个人都有自己设定的标准,
也许那一般惯用的标准不能在他身上产生作用吧!
可往往就希望他能套上一般的外套, 为他自己也好, 为别人也好...
至少把最基本的先打好.
自救, 再去救人...
好让朋友不必为他心疼...

可是...
想法总是美好的....
又有谁能在一瞬间领悟同一个想法... 能在一夜之间长大....

他, 帮助他人只因??

同道中人...
识英雄重英雄....

还是....
为自己的倒影悲哀....

日历的旅程

眨一眨眼...

看得见时间静悄悄的从身边流逝了吗?

感觉到空气弥漫着未来的气息吗?

好快好快... 前半年要说再见了....

好快好快.... 后半年将重见天日...

去年的六月六日零六年, 学院的同学结婚, 嫁给了她的老外老板, 后变生意伙伴.

今年的七月七日零七年, 戏剧班的同学兼旧同事的旧同事兼朋友结婚.

哈哈~ 从中有太多错中复杂的关系吧! =P

明天准新郎相约吃晚餐, 交代必须帮忙的事项.

2007年的船, 很快的就飞驰半途,

还有半途的旅程该怎么走呢?

"公主"试镜!

哈哈哈哈~~~~
先开怀笑一笑... 就会保持着少一少了!!
哈哈哈哈~~~~~~
(傻掉!)

较早前已经留意到报纸曾经刊登有关＂公主＂的新闻报导．．．招考演员，舞蹈员等的消息．．．当时，念头有闪过．．　

＂到底歌舞剧是怎样的呢？＂
＂好不好去试试看呢？＂

后来．．．　就不了了之了．．．．

前天突然收到一个来自怡保的电话号码．．．．
心想，＂会是谁．．．？＂

＂吓嘍！＂
＂哎！我是良啊！＂
＂啊？你在怡保啊？＂
＂是咯！哎，你懂不懂［公主］在招考演员？＂
＂哦～　我有看到报导咯．＂
＂你有去吗？＂
＂没有啦！看到那些表演者都唱到＇劲劲＇的，我不是很敢咯！＂
＂哎呀！不会啦！上次我去audition也不是酱，也被选上嘛，没什么的，你去试试看啦！我相信你可以咯！去试试看啦！＂
＂吖．．．．　＂

就这样．．．　
自己在他的鼓励之下．．．终于鼓起勇气前往一试了！！

原本报纸是写演员和舞蹈员是分开audition的，可到达目的地后才知道两者都必须audition同样的事项～舞蹈及试音．

在那里等待试音的时候，看到了久未曝光的歌手～比比．　
人，还是那么的美．从她与友人的谈话中，孩子都有两个了！
原本的探班，从友人的鼓励下也变成了试音者．

＂很久没有经历这样的audition了也！＂

她笑着说．．．．

也对吧！通常成为歌手或歌星后，又怎么还需要一些audition来被别人评论呢？！　不是吗？

我想．．．．
歌手都有特权吧．．．
现今抄到火热的Paris Hilton还不是被允许回家服刑吗？

还以为自己可以从容的audition．．．　
试音不就开动了我那饭吗？
哈哈～～～　=P

顿时，心脏澎湃的跳动着．．．
还担心它随时会往外跳呢！！！

一直告诉自己　

＂一定是很久没有运动，刚才又爬了两层的楼梯，所以喘了．＂

结果，还是自己骗不了自己．．．是情绪不听使唤的在作怪！！
好糗！哈哈～～

负债人说．．．
＂如果被挑选到的，到时会有第二次的试音活动．＂

期待吧．．．．

新星旧曲呈悦韵2007演唱会(上段) [续]

很快很快的... 三晚的演唱会就这样结束了.....

一切生活又回到了原点....

昨晚还似乎有些遗忘...

还保留自己在忙碌的生活时间上....

还以为像往常一样的, 工作天放工回到家, 会没有时间做一些事....

可是... 现在晚上时间已经可以任由我挥霍了!!!

可以随时去逛街...

可以喜欢的去看场电影....

可以安排时间去gym room 走走....

已经被"解放"了!!
"解放"了......

昨晚散场霹雳啪啦的收拾场地, "打包"乐器等....

结果所有幕后工作人员和师傅们都走光, 却还剩我们一批歌手迟迟没有离开场地的意思.

有些不舍.... 有些感慨....

David和他的手下在忙着拆台.... 一个曾几属于我们歌手和师傅的舞台....

就这样毫不犹豫的被拆....

华丽没了.... 气氛没了.... 感觉没了.....

歌手们有些不舍.... 有些坦然....
11月还有另一场未完待续的演唱会等着再发光发热....

期待着.....

全体前后台工作人员大合照

后排 : 乐团师傅

后二排 : 歌手

前二排 : 舞蹈员

前排 : 幕后工作人员

(左) 第一晚的发型和化装师 :

很可爱的一位男孩, 第一天见到他让我眼前一"亮".

因为他身上正配搭着我熟悉的"猫头鹰"项链, 倍感亲切!

(右) 第二晚的化装师 :

她也是全三场中化我装最得舞监的青睐. 哈!

总共11位歌手, 难忘可爱的合作伙伴!
(上) 芬姐, Sanice, Shirley, May, 豪
(下) 鸿, 妹头, 枫, 山, 佩文

"西施怨/西施舞" 和 "夜伴轻思语"@ 组合

"马来亚春光" 及 "红鸾喜" (只欠芬姐的大戏装扮) @ 组合

Fe的朋友Yap和友人前来捧场, 可是没想到连Fe也会到来, 有些意外!
好姐妹! 赞! 哈哈~~

新星旧曲呈悦韵2007演唱会(上段)

Musical Sojourn Part I

Date : 1st - 3rd June 2007

Venue : KL Pac, Pentas I

Time : 8pm-10pm

连续两个月密集的排练, 就等待着这天的到来! 可当来到后却又显得时间是那么的快....

以前踏进KLPAC, 也只是有看戏的份. 今年初, 戏炬奖也在这里举行, 但场地是在楼上那间大大的Pentas 2 举办. 就是没想到今天自己会有机会在这里的场所演出..... 很新鲜的一个感觉....

KL Pac 大楼

售票处与大门口

大楼外的一些清新, 舒服, 靠近大自然的情景

Pentas I 里头的观众席和演唱会的舞台

准备弄头发和化装了

我在演唱会里头五首歌的造型
从30-70年代
(西施怨/西施舞,红鸳喜,马来亚风光,春之夜,夜伴轻思语)

第一场有小汉的捧场, 第二场就有小弟的到临!

和小汗有在MSN聊起这个演唱会的事情.

"你们这个演唱会是不是咚咚锵的那种大戏啊?"

"前半部有几首歌是罢, 但不是全部咯."

当时很担心他听了有咚咚锵的大戏后会有所顾忌的衡量这个演唱会, 没想到......

"哦... 这样啊.... 我很喜欢看咚咚锵的那种大戏咧!"

差点"傻掉"!!! 哈哈~~~ 没想到竟然他是爱好旧曲的kaki!!!

"会来看吗?"

"还不懂..."

是他给我的答案.... 很意外的在第一场演唱会就若隐若现的看到他在观众席上!!! 还以为自己老花眼了, 会是他吗? 到后来才知道原来他得到了一张赠卷, 他还亲自的上前和师傅打招呼!!

嗯????? 怎么回事??? 小汗只是顾着神秘的让我继续去玩猜迷游戏...... ="(

很好.... 多一个年轻的观众来接触这个演唱会是间好事哪!!! 呵呵~~

而小弟呢? 好开心噢!!

曾经把这个演唱会的咨询通过手机发送出去给好多好多的朋友, 希望能通过更多的管道把消息散开来, 让更多想了解或爱好的朋友知道而前来观赏.....

有次和朋友谈起, 说票价贵, 最难过的就是还被泼了一脸冰水......

有些是没兴趣听旧曲...

有些是在忙...

能够找到知音的, 尤其是年轻一辈的并不多, 难怪师傅开始担心粤曲的兴亡了.....

小弟当时收到短讯没多久就....

"大姐! 我要一张票!!!"

没有太多顾忌的便决定前来支持我和妹头!!! 好开心好开心~~~

这次见到小弟, 感觉到他变大只也比以前强壮了好多噢!

家人前来支持

妈妈还在家特别煮了开声茶给我喝.... 嗯.... 温馨.....

自古最难念的绕口令???

牛郎恋刘娘
刘娘念牛朗
牛郎牛年恋刘娘
刘娘年年念牛郎
郎恋娘来娘念郎
念娘恋娘
念郎恋郎
念恋娘郎


后记: 嗨哟!!! 好难打噢!!!

liang liang de..... 凉凉的....

tian qi zhuan ying...
chuang wai xia zhe bu da bu xiao de yu...
zhe ji tian wan shang de men qi, hao xiang bei zhe chang yu huan he le....
liang liang de....
hen shu fu....
天气转阴.....
窗外下着不大不小的雨....
这几天晚上的闷气, 好像被这场雨缓和了...
凉凉的...
很舒服....

po po zhou le you 5 tian le ba....
tu ran you xie xiang nian ta....
zhi dao xiao xi de ge tian, he ling yi ge peng you chi fan, ti zhe ti zhe... ta ye liu lei le... ai....
sui ran ye zhi you yi mian zhi yuan....
婆婆走了有5天了吧....
突然有些想念她....
知道消息的隔天, 和另一个朋友吃饭, 提着提着.... 她也流泪了.... 唉....
虽然也只有一面之缘.....

mei neng hui peng you xiang qu tan wang...
没能回朋友乡去探望....

"yao bu yao qu? bu ran ni hui yi han oh!"
"要不要去? 不然你会遗憾噢!"

ling yi ge peng you shi ru ci shuo de....
ke shi dang xia you tai duo yin su rang zi ji zhi bu...
另一个朋友是如此说的....
可是当下有太多因素让自己止步....

you xie wu nai... you xie wan xi... you xie yi han....
zhi shi xiang zai kan duo yi yan na yin xiang zhong he ai ke qin de po po...
xian zai... zhi liu xia lu ying dai pian duan zhong de ta....
有些无奈.... 有些惋惜... 有些遗憾....
只是想再看多一眼那印象中和蔼可亲的婆婆....
现在... 只留下录影带片段中的她....

ren shi bu shi dou zhe yang de ne....
bu dao shi qu zong bu hui dong de ji shi zhen xi....
人是不是都这样的呢....
不到失去总不会懂得及时珍惜....

mei mei yu dao yi jian shi gu... shang xin le... ling wu le... fan xing le...
que you wang wang hui dao yuan dian....
每每遇到一件事故... 伤心了.... 领悟了... 反省了....
却又往往回到原点....

hen ke hen de yi ge guan nian...
dan pian pian you bi xu jing guo yi xie da shi qing cai neng zhen zheng qu gai bian....
she de gai bian.....
很可恨的一个观念...
但偏偏又必须经过一些大事情才能真正去改变...
舍得改变....

xi wang jie xie lai de ri zi....
neng rang guan nian jin jin suo zhe zai nao hai zhong de mou yi ge jiao luo...
shi shi ti xing bu rang ta yin cang....
ke ke xiang sui rang ju zhi you suo gai bian....
希望接下来的日子...
能让观念紧紧锁着在脑海中的某一个角落....
时时提醒不让它隐藏....
刻刻相随让举止有所改变....

qi dai zhe...
期待着....

popo... yi lu hao zou 婆婆... 一路好走....

jin tian zao shang shou dao yi feng sms....
今天早上收到一封sms....
"wo wai po zuo wan qu shi, wo xu hui XX yi tang, you shi dian hua lian luo"
"我外婆昨晚去世, 我需回.....一趟, 有时电话联络."

jian dan de yi feng sms...
简单的一封sms...
que dai gei wo na me duo fu za de gan jue, xin qing, mao tun...
却带给我那么多复杂的感觉, 心情, 矛盾...
he peng you shuo zhe... yan lei que bu zheng qi de wang xia diao...
和朋友说着... 眼泪却不争气的往下掉....

he ta po po you yi mian zhi yuan
和他婆婆有一面之缘
ta dang shi wei le pai she, wo men ji ge gua bian xing zhi bo bo de sui ta tong hui xiang
他当时为了拍摄, 我们几个瓜便兴致勃勃的随他同回乡
jiu zhe yang ren shi le yi wei he ai ke qin de po po..
就这样一来认识了一位和蔼可亲的婆婆...

nian ji da le... dan you shi hai hui pa wai tou de hong mao dan shu!
年纪大了... 但有时还会爬外头的红毛丹书!
nian ji da le... yan jing bu hao, dan hai shi ke yi bu yong tai duo gu ji de yi ge ren sheng huo, zi ji zhao gu zi ji...
年纪大了... 眼睛不好, 但还是可以不用太多顾及的一个人生活, 自己照顾自己....

wo men ji ge gua zai na liang tian yi ye li, you pei po po liao tian...
我们几个瓜在那两天一夜, 有陪婆婆聊天....
shuo zhe ta de jia xiang yu... ting zhe ta de yi xie gu shi....
说着她的家乡语... 听着她的一些故事...
dang shi, shi kuai le de....
当时, 是快乐的....

you shi hai hui xiang qi po po, wen wen peng you ta jing kuang ru he....
有时还会想起婆婆, 问问朋友她境况如何...

mei ge ren dou bi xu jing li sheng li si bie...
每个人都必须经历生离死别...
dan nai he, jiu shi zhe ge guan kou, rang zi ji zui nan shi huai... ye zui hai pa...
但奈何, 就是这个关口, 让自己最难释怀... 也最害怕...

po po, ni hao zou....
婆婆, 你好走....

xing fu de wei dao.... 幸福的味道...

zui jin you bang wan hui jia xiao shui de xi guan, fa jue zhen de shi bi jiao hao de....
最近有傍晚回家小睡的习惯, 发觉真的是比较好的...

lian xu de ji ge xing qi xia lai, fang gong hou hui jia chong liang, chi fan, ran hou zhi ben hui suo lian xi, shen ti zhen de you xie kang yi le!
连续的几个星期下来, 放工后回家冲凉, 吃饭, 然后直奔会所练习, 身体真的有些抗议了!

suo yi cai xiang dao, shi shi hou ying gai hao hao de xiu xi yi xia xia le ba....
所以才想到, 是时候应该好好的休息一下下了吧....

shang ge bai er ru wang chang ban de hui jia xiao xiu...
可是起床后的事项却不是像往常般的发生....
ke shi qi chuang hou de shi xiang que bu shi xiang wang chang ban de fa sheng....
上个拜二如往常般的回家小休...

tu ran fa jue bei bu you xie teng tong....
突然发觉背部有些疼痛...
shang ci yun dong niu dao de jiu huan kai shi dui wo zhao shou le....
上次运动扭到的旧患开始对我招手了...
hai pa wo wang le ta ma... zai xiang....
害怕我忘了它吗... 在想....

shang ge xing qi er... yin yin de zuo tong.... bu guan...
上个星期二... 隐隐的作痛... 不管...
jie guo, hui dao jia... lian shui jiao dou shi ge wen ti
结果, 回到家... 连睡觉都是个问题

ban ye bei "ta" chao xing....
半夜被"它"吵醒...
ou er de "lian sheng hu huan"...
偶尔的"连声呼唤"...
ou er de "jiao han ji ju"...
偶尔的"叫喊几句"...

yi wei neng gou xiang di yi ci niu dao shi yi yang... bu guan...
以为能够像第一次扭到时一样... 不管...
bu yong kan yi sheng...
不用看医生....
ta zi dong hui man man hao qi lai de... hui bu yao er yu de.....
它自动会慢慢好起来的... 会不药而愈的...

ke zhe ci.... ta li qi bian qiang da le... er qie shi hao duo bei....
可这次... 它力气变强大了... 而且是好多倍....

he shui.... tun vitamin.... zuo zhe... zhan zhe... zou lu....
喝水... 吞维它命... 坐着.. 站着... 走路...
ta wu shi wu ke dou zai ti xing zhe wo ta de cun zai...
它无时无刻都在提醒着我它的存在...
si hu zai xuan yao ta de li liang wu bi...
似乎在炫耀它的力量无比...
si hu zai xiang wo xuan zhan.....
似乎在向我宣战....

you shi zhen de bu ming bai...
有时真的不明白...
zen me he shui dou hui ying xiang dao bei bu de ji rou ne?
怎么喝水都会影响到背部的肌肉呢?
you ru shui wang xia yi... hui jing guo huan chu...
有如水往下移... 会经过患处...
chan sheng tong chu.... zai wang xia liu... bu jie...
产生痛楚... 再往下流... 不解...

cai fa xian... yuan lai ping shi mei fan xian ta de cun zai, jing ran shi you na me duo lian xi de...
才发现... 原来平时没发现它的存在, 竟然是有那么多联系的...
cai fa xian... ping shi shui de tai shuang le... shi mian de tong ku shi zhe me yi hui shi....
才发现... 平时睡得太爽了... 失眠的痛苦是这么一回事....
cai fa xian... mei you jing guo yi xie shi, bu hui fa xian xing fu de cun zai....
才发现... 没有经过一些事, 不会发现幸福的存在....

ying yang shi shuo, guo le na me duo tian, shi ying gai gan jin qu kan yi sheng le
营养师说, 过了那么多天, 是应该赶紧去看医生了
ru guo hou guo yan zhong de hua, jin bei la duan le, hai xu yao kai dao ne!!
如果后果严重的话, 筋被拉断了, 还需要开刀呢!!

dun shi... wo bei xia dao le....
顿时... 我被吓到了...

dan xiao de wo... gan jin wang yi sheng lou pao...
胆小的我... 赶紧往医生楼跑....

xian zai, you hui dao le xing fu de gan jue...
现在, 又回到了幸福的感觉...
xie tian xie di ah....
谢天谢地啊....

"Ta.... Shi Shui?" 她... 是谁?

yi jing hen jiu mei you xie blog le...
已经很久没有写blog了...

zui jin you xing de can yu le yi ge yan chang hui de yan chu, hen xin xian.
最近有幸的参与了一个演唱会的演出, 很新鲜.

yi qian can yu de yan chu dou zhi xian xi ju, suo yi dang zhe ge yan chang hui de ji hui dao da shi, zi ji zhen de shi hao you xing qu. yi fan mian shi mei you chang shi guo, xiang ti hui yi xia, ling yi fang mian shi xiang kan kan he xi ju dao di you shen me fen bie.
以前参与的演出都只限戏剧, 所以当这个演唱会的机会到达时, 自己真的是好有兴趣. 一方面是没有尝试过, 想体会一下, 另一方面是想看看和戏剧到底有什么分别.

can yu de zhe xie ri zi, yuan ben you hao duo kai xin de xin qing xiang yao kai dong shou zhi xie chu lai, dan nai he, jin cou de mi ji pai lian rang zi ji mei you qi ta duo yu de shi jian qu zheng li yi ge hao hao de xin qing lai wan cheng ta....
参与的这些日子, 原本有好多开心的心情想要开动手指写出来, 但奈何, 紧凑的密集排练让自己没有其它多余的时间去整理一个好好的心情来完成他...

you qi shi zhe ge yue, man man de wu yue, cong xing qi yi dao xing qi wu mei wan 8pm dao 12am dou bi xu de bao dao lian xi. zhi you Sat ji Sun cai you shu yu zi ji de kong jian...
尤其是这个月, 满满的5月, 从星期一到星期五每晚八点到凌晨十二点都必须得报到练习. 只有拜六及礼拜天才有属于自己的空间...

chang qi xia lai de wan gui rang zi ji jue de you dian lei le.... ye xu zi ji nian ji da le... ye xu zi ji ti li kai shi fu he bu lai le.... ye xu zi ji guo guan le mei you ya li, zi you de sheng huo, tu ran you zhong bei kun bang de gan jue... ye xu you tai duo ye xu le....
长期下来的晚归让自己觉得有点累了... 也许自己年纪大了... 也许自己体力开始附和不来了... 也许自己过惯了没有压力, 自由的生活, 突然有种被捆绑的感觉... 也许有太多也许了...

you shi zhen de xi wang zi ji neng hui dao 5 nian qian de shi hou, zhi shao wu lun duo wan shui, ming tian hai shi bao chi zhe yi tiao long de jing shen... hahaha....
有时真的希望自己能回到五年前的时候, 至少无论多晚睡, 明天还是保持着一条龙的精神... 哈哈哈...

yuan ben hao xiang yong yu kuai de xin qing lai ji lu yi xie pian duan, jie guo shi shi zheng ming le, fu mian de tui dong li yuan bi zheng mian de lai de da... duo shu ren bu dou shi zhe yang ma? hao bi dang fen shou shi, zhi ji de dui fang de huai, er wang le dui fang de hao deng deng....
原本好想用愉快的心情来记录一些片段, 结果事实证明了, 负面的推动力远比正面来得大... 多数人不都这样吗? 好比当分手时, 只记得对方的坏, 而忘了对方的好等等...

zuo tian you xie bu kai xin....
昨天有些不开心...

lian xi dang shi, lai dao poster mian qian... cai fa xian, yuan lai zi ji de ming zi hai shi bao liu zhe cuo de ming zi... zhi you flyer gai le, poster mei gai...
练习当时, 来到海报面前... 才发现, 原来自己的名字还是保留着错的名字... 只有传单改了, 海报没改...

you xie qi fen... bing bu shi zai sheng designer de qi, sui ran ta ye shi zhi gai flyer mei gai poster... dan zui qi de shi, yuan ben gei yu cuo ming zi de ren dao di shi shui? ping shen me gei na ge ming zi? cong na li de dao de zi liao? shui gei yu? hai shi ping kong xiang xiang???!!!! yue shuo yue qi le...
有些气愤... 并不时在生设计师的气, 虽然她也是只改传单没改海报... 但最气的是, 原本给予错名字的人到底是谁? 凭什么给那个名字? 从那里得到的资料? 谁给予? 还是凭空想像???!!! 越说越气了....

wo shi jie yi de....
我是介意的...
zuo tian cai fa jue... huo le zhe me jiu... yuan lai zi ji shi jie yi de....
昨天才发觉... 活了这么久... 原来自己是介意的...
cong lai mei you ru ci qiang lie de gan jue dao zi ji dui zi ji ming zi de zhi zhuo....
从来没有如此强烈的感觉到自己对自己名字的执着...
yuan lai zi ji de xing ming dui zi ji shi na me zhong yao....
原来自己的姓名对自己是那么重要....


ke yi huan wo xing shi ma?
可以换我姓氏吗?
ke yi huan wo yuan ming ma?
可以换我原名吗?
mei you ban fa zhui jiu le... shi shi yi ding.. bu ke neng wei le wo de xing miing er zai ci yin shua, chu fei wo fu qian la!
没有办法追究了... 事实已定... 不可能为了我的姓名而再次印刷, 除非我付钱啦!

dan.... zhen de cuo de tai li pu le.... xing ye cuo.. ming ye cuo... mei you yi ge zi shi dui de...
但... 真的错得太离谱了... 姓也错... 名也错... 没有一个字是对的...

mei mei zai tie poster de shuang mian jiao...
妹妹在贴海报的双面胶....
wo zou qu mei mei shen pang...
我走去妹妹身旁....

"ni kan... zhe bu shi wo lai de..."
"你看... 这不是我来的..."
ran hou zou kai le...
然后走开了...
"wo hen hao qi... dao di na ge source shi zen yang de dao wo ming zi de!"
"我很好奇... 到底那个source是怎样得到我名字的!"

hai shi dai xie bu shuang de yu qi... er qie ye zhong....
还是带些不爽的语气... 而且也重...

wo bu zhi dao na ge suo wei de "souce" you mei you zai xian chang, wo ye bu xiang qu zhui jiu le... ke shi zhi shao ru guo na ge ta zai de hua, ta hui fan xing yi xia zi ji de shi wu.....
我不知道那个所谓的"source"有没有在现场, 我也不想去追究了... 可是至少如果哪个她在的话, 她会反省一下自己的失误...

ru ci er yi....
如此而已....

他... 回来了...

很无意的... 很温馨的...
他... 回来了...

自己熟睡的模样... 头上盖着薄薄的被...
朦胧中见到他... 为我盖了盖被...

朦胧中... 曾经怀疑...
把眼睛挣大些... 又害怕被发现...
真的... 真的是他...

感觉很温暖... 现实却残酷...

现实中快见到他了...
每次见面都表现得很从容...
也希望自己坦然...
可是... 冥冥中仍旧残留着那份心碎...

何时才能把碎片完完整整完全的消灭呢....
我不喜欢这样的自己...
不喜欢...

它.... 在吗?

妈妈从国外回来了...

昨晚载妈妈回, 回家途中顺便去SS2解解肚子的抗议.
去到"为食街", 看到100yan的店还没关, 赶紧加快脚步向前进!!

它... 还有可能在吗?
去年年底小琪从新加玻回来时, 把它送她当圣诞礼物.
事隔多月, 还有可能存在吗?

抱着一份希望, 希望那不是失望....

踏进店里, 直往上回发现它的柜子迈进....

它...................
不.... 见....了.....
....................... (无语)

真的都不在了吗?
真的全部被带走了吗?
真的吗......
也许真的没有那份缘吧......

把视线从柜子拉走...
把焦点放在其它东西上...
让精神恢复过来...

是妈妈先发现的...
"吖! 这个绒线很美, 又不会贵!"

妈妈开始忙着搜罗意中物.

而我, 也投其所好的就加入一份吧!
自己也好久没有亲手制作一些什么东西了!
平时的艺术细胞都跑到哪儿了呢? 哈哈~
大冬眠....

就选自己最喜欢的蓝色和黄色相配... 太好了!

转头一望.....
它.... 默默的独自站在最下层的柜子有待被发现....
而且是和我送走的那个它一模一样...
................................... (无语)

失而复得....
心情四面八方蜂拥而来....
复杂....

太用"力"了啦.....

刚才去上了声乐课...
声音又好像有点哑了....

前所未有的把音符拉到最高...
从未试过把声音飙到那么高...
连自己都快受不了了...
好像鸡啼似的...

可是师傅说.."那样才对."
傻掉!!!!

"刚才好像用太多力, 声音现在有点哑了!"
"嗯... 对啊, 没事!"
"啊? 没事?!"
"是酱的啊! 表示声音开了, 以后会唱得更高."
"啊? 不是因为紧崩着影响了声带所以才哑了咩?"
"不是不是.... 这样是正常的, 声音才会开. 哑一两天就好了."

.......... (傻掉...)

Smile

A smile is such a funny thing
it brightens up your day
and when it's gone you'll never find
it's secret hiding place

oh how so wonderful it is
to see what smile can do
you smile at me, i smile at you
and so one smile makes two

smile, smile, it isn't hard to do
smile for a mile, and see the sun shines through
smile, smile, the magic shinning through
smile from your heart and the world smile with you

还记得以前小的时候, 电视廷流行播放马来西亚的爱国歌曲....
跟着银幕上的歌词, 简单的旋律, 朗朗上口的合唱是多么简单的一件事情啊!
而以上这首, 便是其中一首时常播的歌, 自己也特别喜欢.

大概是这样写的吧, 最后那几句自己瞎辯...
太长久的事情了... 也忘了一些...
有谁记得的大可告诉我, 我可感激不尽哦!! *^_^*

微笑的眼睛...

那天收到一通突然的电话...

"hello... 请问你是LSL吗?"

心想... * 嗯..... 怎么有人回用华语来找我马来名字的呢? *
印象中只有中学时期才享有如此的"待遇"啊...
心有余悸的, 我没有回答他.....

"请问是哪一位?"
"喔... 我是D, 广告公司打来的, 是....兰介绍你给我们..."
"啊? 玉兰姐是吗?"
"啊... 对..."
"噢...."

已经很久世纪都没有联络玉兰姐了... 怎么会介绍我给广告公司呢? 当下真的满头雾水, 可是又不好意思继续追问下去...

"有什么事吗?"
"噢... 想请你来做一个广告的casting, 有时间吗?"
"嗯... 可以啊! 是什么时候呢? 你们几点放工?"
"你今天可以过来吗?"
"我今天有事, 没有办法过去. 我平时六点放工, 明天可以吗?"
"明天6:30? 可以."
"那好, 麻烦你把地址再sms给我好吗?"
"好... 谢谢"
"谢谢你.. 明天见!"

哎! 没想到竟然被叫去casting?!
也许是自己一向来都没有这方面的门路吧... 所以显得特别新鲜... 好玩...

放工后冒着雨去到目的地... 竟然碰到"陆游"!!??

"陆游!"
"哎!"
"怎么会在这里的?"
"来casting啰, 你咧?"
"啊... 我也是咧! 是谁介绍的啊?"
"是幽兰姐啰."
"哦.... 原来是幽兰姐! 我还以为是另外一位, 还想到时候再问清楚他呢! 哈哈..."

上到楼上的办公室, 来迎接我们的是D他本人...

突然觉得....
已经好久没有碰到一个微笑可以让我深深被吸引着...
好久了...

他....
并不是特别靓仔...
不过微笑却特别吸引....

还记得N年前参加饥饿30, 在营里看到一个小男孩, 当时应该也有17-18岁了吧...

他的笑容让我念念不忘....
当时还真的好想上前问他是否可以来张合照呢! 哈哈...
当然到最后.... 没有做到啦!!
有些遗憾....

记得以前在博华那边上课时, 从教室走出一位男生...
拿着一把吉它, 向柜台的女生谈话时笑了一下...
让我留下非常深刻的印象.....
是一种不知名的力量, 被紧紧的拉着... 不肯离去....
不知道他是学生, 还是老师...
只知道每当自己到那里上课时, 都期待他的出现...
可惜... 也唯有那么一次而已....

结果就凭着这个笑容, 竟然让我在"闪耀"感觉到他... 呵呵...

台下看着他深情的唱着一首又一首的情歌, 听着他舒服的声音....
当他下台休息时, 有机会的和他交谈了一会儿....

"你的样子很面善, 好像在哪里见过你也..."
"是吗? 也许是大众脸吧!"

不懂所以然的人可能还以为我在"沟"他! 用的桥段也未免太烂了些吧! 哈哈...
最后当然迷底解开....

也就是因为那个笑容, 让我和他之间的友谊日渐加深...
从陌生人 -> 朋友 -> 好搭档 -> 好朋友

能够遇到难忘的笑容并不多见, 也格外珍惜....

希望能保留每一个笑容...
让它永远... 永远....
保留在记忆中....

今天... 你微笑了吗?

*^_^*

爱情就是这个样子

突然手翻一下, 原来还有保留...
好多年前看过的文章...
你..... 会赞同吗? *^_^*


爱情... 就是这个样子

聊天..... 是增进感情................
约会..... 是多一点共同的回忆................
吵架..... 是多认识对方...... 并且学会和好................
亲亲爱爱..... 是享受甜蜜的气息................
麻痹..... 是习惯的代名词..... 突然少了会很奇怪................
承诺..... 是证明这段感情要经的起考验................
努力..... 是代表你真的在乎................
感动..... 是因为被爱..... 一点一滴滑过心坎里................
付出..... 是因为爱不知怎么给..... 不能不求回报..... 但也不苛求................
真心..... 是因为真爱不容易来临..... 一但来, 就该真诚的去把握................

我....笑了!!

虹虹send来的一个sms....

一天你我来到许愿井旁
我先弯下腰许了一个愿
还扔了一个硬币
接着 你也想许愿
但弯腰时不小心翻入井里
我被惊呆了!
心想



"哇! 还真灵叻!"

炸到!

它
让我笑翻了腰

也许它没什么特别
也也许它并不如想象中那么'高'
但至少

它
让我笑了

心理测验 (第十一篇)

放在手机里太久, 得找个地方存放才行...
没玩过的, 尽管放马过来啰! ;0)

你认为最浪漫的地点 :

1. 开满玫瑰的花园
2. 山花浪漫的山角
3. 火山口下的第一条小溪
4. 白雪覆盖的山颠
5. 平静湖面的小舟
6. 两个人的教室

有心里准备的接受答案了吗? 放勇气点击comments吧!

有点累了....

最近....

咳得有点累了...
说得有点麻了...
听得有点腻了...

问自己... "这么久了, 还记得你最初的声音吗?"

3月20号开始.... 4月11号还没结束...
还有多少的日子得捱过去呢?

咳得有点累了...
说得有点麻了...
听得有点腻了...

半夜被它吵醒不止一次...
工作被它干扰不止一回...

问自己.... "这次真的要玩到这样大吗?"

3月20号开始.... 4月11号还没结束...
还有多少的日子得捱过去呢?

我.... 有点累了....

无聊...

无聊到抽筋时画的画!
*^_^*

沉默不代表懦弱.... 放手不代表解脱

那天看电视...

陈浩民上节目...

唱了两首歌...

歌词很贴心....

突然有股想买他专辑的冲动....

"沉默不代表懦弱....

放手不代表解脱"

曹格

"大家好! 我是Gary曹格."

每每听他介绍自己时, 都会是这么的一句话, 带着一些些腼腆的脸庞, 划下的一个句号.

最近很喜欢他的一首歌曲 "背叛"...
CD在电脑中转呀转, 可来来去去反反复复听的也只有这首歌..

似乎代表了什么...
似乎隐藏些什么...
似乎反射着什么...
似乎....

看曹格上电视节目当嘉宾...
之前的本地节目[面对面], 还有刚刚看了香港的节目...
每一次看完他的访问, 似乎又让自己对他的喜欢更加一层...

坦率, 不作做, 真诚, 害羞, 腼腆, 随性等等...
喜欢.... 其实不需要太多的理由......

刚才看了他的香港访问....

"还没发片之前, 要卖歌真的好难好难, 一首歌都卖不出..... 唱片公司会说我写的歌不够商业化. 当时好矛盾, 是应该写些商业化的歌, 还是要写一些个人风格的歌呢? .......... 如果是要写给某某歌手唱的话, 我又没有这个机会去认识他们, 毕竟我才只是个新人, 所以写的歌也不会去到那个点....."
"可是听说现在也有好一些歌手有邀你帮他们写歌吧!"
"对, 可是都是在我推出专辑之后的事喔..... 我会觉得奇怪, 我写歌并没有做任何改变啊! 还没出专辑前跟我推出专辑后所写的歌都一样啊!"
"现实. 只能说这个世界是现实的."

突然被主持人所说的"现实"敲了一下!

对啊... 不是吗?!
人总是现实的.....
何时何地都会在大大小小的言行举止中流露出来....
只在于个人的现实层次到那里而已... 凭良心自问.... 不是吗?

一向来都害怕"大现实"的我, 有时真的不得不狠狠的去学习如何面对......
缺乏磨练.... 真的会被它玩得很糟糕....
真的....

惨败的代价...

多么清新的一片绿啊...

如果现在有绿色的状况那样的八成就好了.... 唉....

昨晚的疯颠一夜, 竟换来如此的后果... 到底发生什么事???!!!!!!!

怎会比上个星期还要糟, 怎么会如此????!!!!!

好讨厌哦!

昨晚临睡前就已经感觉到有些些的不对劲了
不是已经好了七八成了吗?
没想到今早就那么轻易的再度发生.... 而且还要严重.....
顿时像个干旱, 或是像个沙漠般...... 干......
无奈....

还要面对那一粒粒的东西多久?

能不能就开个仙丹立刻见效的呢?

好不好放个滴露让它滋润一番?

好............... 烦............. 人............... 噢...........

声音.....
不要跑太远, 快点回来好吗?
想休息, 去旅游, 可别忘了"回家".....

如幻...似真...

昨天才在梦中相见...
今天就接到他的电话了....
也没有什么特别的事, 只是拿我的英文全名为某个文件处理而已...

感觉有些奇怪...
真的是所谓的巧合吗?
还是我希望有更深一层的意思??
我是希望的吧.....

该醒来了....

欢欣的团聚

很久没有"一家"团聚了!
今晚咱们有约, 在老地方相见, 为寿星公bin bin过他24岁的"大寿"!!
很开心!!

似乎每次看到咱们大班人一同"浦头", 都是在某某人生日的时候....
平时如有聚会都只是偶尔的小猫两三只在"妈妈档"徘徊...
什么时候才能再次的相约来个"小型演唱会"呢?
好怀念当时的"F4"噢!
哈哈哈哈~~

十个书生, 今晚就出席了八个, 也算是个所谓的人齐吧!

"小妹妹"本来是充满欢颜的, 可是... 不懂是不是"猪猪"和我不断的跟他开玩笑的关系, 后半段时间他突然"封闭"了....

有点内疚耶.... 在想.... 是我们的关系吗? 怎办?

结果我不断的逗他讲话, 设法打开话题让他精神点... 可是... 每每偶尔的微笑之后, "封闭" 再次降临... 真的很担心, 以后他会不会就此"封闭"了我们的聚会呢? 可千万不好啊! 还是希望能每次可以看到可爱活泼的"小妹妹"才好!

一个聚会, 也让我们八卦了不少! 呵呵~

"二妹! 他是不是喜欢她啊?"
"不懂喔, 好像是吧!"
"有点点的迹象啦?"
"是吧! 大姐, 你很八卦咧!"
"哈哈~~ 是关心..."

突然"埋单"算帐的时候, 听到的人都楞了一下! 我当时还傻傻的后知后觉... 心想... "他说了什么?"

"二妹! 什么? 什么? confirm 啊?"
"是吧! 他自己说的!"
"啊?! 他说了什么?"
"哈哈~ *我和我女朋友总共多少钱*喔!"
"哈哈~ 真的啊!"

整班人开心了一团!!

最出先锋的算是"猪猪"吧! 无端端的走上前, 不说一句话的握住了她的手, 头点了一下! 就这么简单的一个动作, 却可以说明一切.... 很好的一个肢体表达, 一群人完全了解! =D

再来少作怪的大佬也凑上了一脚, 步"猪猪"的后尘.... 哈哈~

再盲的人也都懂发生了什么事啦!

他会不会日后有进一步的攻势呢?
而她, 又会不会撇开顾忌的深沉考虑呢?
他其实也廷好的, 平时已经很懂得照顾他人了....

希望在人间.... 加油啰!

;0)

他...

今天早上还不想太快起身....
已经很久没有见到他了...
好想再续前缘, 奈何.....

并不是什么温馨或可爱的画面...
只是.... 至少... 我见到他了....

已经有多久没见面了呢?
他忘记来探望我了吗?
还是....

从清晰的片段到现在的模糊... 有些懊恼....
怎么没法记得当下...
怎么没有留下回忆....

还能再见吗?
期待他的到来....
祝福我有个美梦....

完整罢工

今天... 罢了整天的工!

昨天的"突变",导致今天的"失踪",还带点痛...
情况似乎有些严重的迹象了...
不得不寻求"专人"协助...
希望这次可以一次见效,不需要两次才好...

奈何...这次的"失踪",让我再次在课堂上真的失踪了!
上次还说得出远门,没变. 可是这次...真的是自己千万个不愿意的哪...

唉....

罢工开始.....

窗外又在下着倾盆大雨,和昨晚一样...
轰隆轰隆的...一闪一闪的...时大时小...

今天上班后才发现,自己平时"动听...甜美...娇滴滴"的声音突然毫不留情的被打下了十八曾楼梯,一丝不苟赤裸裸的被它剥夺了!

时常来侵犯的家伙!
有时真的很讨厌....
但有时却又能让疲累的身躯偶尔得到适当的休息...
是该爱还是该恨呢?!
唉.....

使的今天的我,像个穿了洞的水桶,怎么装都装不满!
然而,洗手间竟也成了我第二个"办公室".... 真可恶...

这次好想它快点离开噢....
这次有要事在身,负担不起这个代价呀....
一整天在公司的心情也显得闷闷的...
朋友来找我吃饭也让我提不起劲儿....
因为... 它干扰了我....
唉.....

还好,今晚有些开心的回报....

"姐姐,我也在收集猫头鹰了."
"啊? 什么时候你也开始喜欢它的啊?"
"最近啰!"
"怎么会酱的?"
"我喜欢跟你抢嘛!"
"噢....要酱吗?!"
"没有啦!! 你什么时候要过来拿你的猫头鹰?!"
"喔! 快的啦快的啦!"
"快点过来啦! 不然我这快变成猫头鹰店了!"

妹妹很好很好,知道我酷爱猫头鹰后,出远门都会帮我观察也同时绑架几只合眼的回来送我呢! 好开心哦!

刚才去她家,便收到了好多贴心的礼物....


来自澳洲悉尼的猫头鹰
纯银项练一条
整个鹰牌只有大概一角钱的长度
小小只的她显得格外可爱
适合各场合配戴的饰品
这可是妹妹送我的情人节礼物也!




来自澳洲悉尼的猫头鹰
手工艺品
由多种贝壳类搓合成
带着些许的反光效果格外炫
最适合轻便心情服饰配搭了

来自新加玻飞机场的猫头鹰
类似银的钥匙圈一个,廷重的
时钟的上头还印着个小小的狮子头
鹰的眼睛都是用类似的碎钻贴上去的

告诉妹妹....
"我不能用."
"为什么?"
"因为很美,而且这是个钥匙圈,很容易就会被磨擦弄花了."
"那不是不能秀给别人看啰?!"
"没关系,我还有项练可以秀嘛!"


来自澳洲悉尼的猫头鹰手工艺品?

妹妹说...
"我看到很特别,而且还是双面的,我没有看过,所以就买啰! 手工也很精致啊!"
"嗯.... 其实这个在这里也买得到. 尤其是槟城还有马六甲. 本地我也看过不少."

这类型的自己已经有一些了,但还好! 没有这个size的! 刚刚好!!

开心的一晚.......

*^_^*

回归自我....

终于可以大呼大呼的深呼吸了.... 憋了好久...好辛苦...

下午大哥哥相约今晚一同去看戏
"300"... 是什么戏呢? 也没多想的便答应了...

7:30pm 开场, 7:00pm 到达,
而他..刚好碰到朋友便和他们一起吃了...
好才他还肯陪我吃..

一路聊着...

"你有去过Jakarta吗?"
"你是说那间餐厅名字呢,还是那个城市?"
"吖! 有这样的餐厅吗? 怎么没听过?! 我是指那个城市啦!"
"喔... 没有."
"嗯,不要去! 真的不用去,一点都不好玩! 真的!"
"你去过吗?"
"嗯...昨天才回来....."

一路买食物,一路和他聊着那里的点点滴滴...

"Jakarta大路旁一路上都摆满了小档口,不是我们平时这里见惯的那种整个档口摆放的噢! 而是那种小型推的."

"街上挤满了大大小小的车子,摩哆,的士,巴士,摩哆的士等等交通工具"

"由于时常塞车的缘故,无时无刻每当车子停下来的时候,就会看到"活动摊子"! 一个人手上拿着,肩上扛着一些货品,食品之类的东西,直往停下的车子迈进,奢望一个车窗被搅下,获得乘客的青睐!"

"在大大的十字路口中,不大会看到交通的规矩...往往这边车子还没完全停下,另一边车子已经迫不及待直往前冲!"

"在高高市中心的大夏上往下看看Jakarta的市景.... 繁华的高楼大厦和破旧的木屋来个硬碰硬,碰得头破血流...."

"我住的那个范围看来没有所谓的富贵区或贫困区. 因为屋子可以突然是一间外观显得富丽堂皇到不行的独立洋房(看似比我们这里的独立洋房来得大些),可是屋子旁边却是个堆满野草的空地. 要不就是显得贫困的廉价木屋住在隔壁或对面."

诉说着等等等等等等等等琐琐碎碎的事....

然后...

"我去国外旅游这么久以来,从来没有试过旅行到那样闷过! 要不是得照顾那两个小的,我还真的想提早回来! 真的是浪费时间!!"

发泄过程从这里开始....

大哥哥耐心的听着我心里的不满,心里的不爽.....
有人肯听的感觉真好....
发泄的感觉真好.....

后来还谈到有的没的,连和Jakarta沾不上边的事情我都说了! 平时少为人知,少分享的事情,我也说了... 只为了那一肚子气!!

"没想到平时看到开朗的你,也会有这样的经过...那我以后还是少骂你好了!"

哈哈哈哈~~~ 在众多朋友中,大哥哥是最擅长骂人的了! 又有多少个没被他骂过的?! 噢! 要是没被他骂过,那表示那两人之间的友情有待加深咯! 呵呵呵呵~ 但往往每当被他骂时,我们都是只有笑的份!! 哈哈哈哈~~

今早回到工作地....

"怎样啊? Jakarta 好不好玩?"
"有没有去到那里逛? 玩到怎样?"

我当时好想...."说".... 可是,却不能....
因为地点不对... 时间不对... 人物不对.....
当下只能哈啦几句... 发发愁....

我对大哥哥说....
"我讨厌Jakarta! 我不喜欢Jakarta!"

大哥哥对我说....
"你讨厌的只是当时的情景,状况,人物而已,怎能说是讨厌那个国家呢?"

说的也不无道理...
可是... 不是应该是"爱吾及吾"吗?
那要是不爱了,那是不是有权也不爱所有有关的一切呢?

................. 我不懂...................
我只知道........我生气...........我生气...........

生气... 快走开吧!

Day 5 in Jakarta

Woke up today and had eagerly started packing my stuff in my bag.

Counting the minutes now on getting into the taxi heading straight to the airport........

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock...

At times it feels like some feelings are fozen....
At times it feels like time is frozen....
At times i juz wish......

Life is filled with ups and downs... this is one of the down alright... when will it ends..........

Can it be restarted.... juz like a pc....
Everything will be back to normal........

On our way to airport, we passed by this shopping complex. Mom was telling me that the corner burned down shop houses was due to the previous protest incident. The ashes remains till now...

Indonesia Airport Tax to be paid upon check in. Rp100,000.00 = RM39.00.

There's no cents in Indonesia... starting from Rp50, Rp100, Rp500, Rp1,000 and above.... All sums comes in round figure in the end. So don't expect change return for some reason than.

Toilet at the departure hall. Notice the Malay writing? We would have named it "Tandas" in Malaysia.

I guess this would be the only thing I would enjoyed in my stay @ Jakarta. Thank God for bringing me back home safely.

Can this shows my cloudy days @ Jakarta

Day 4 in Jakarta

This is juz NOT MY DAY!!!!

Went to 2 shopping mall...... ITC Kuningan & The Anggrek Mall

ITC is something like Low Yat Plaza but slightly smaller...
Packed with lots and lots and lots and lots of people...
Selling none other than handphones, camera, pc, ipod, etc etc....
Crowded everywhere....

The Anggrek Mall is something similar to Star Hill and Lot 10....
Heard that it's the largest mall in South East Asia...

Anggrek Mall Main Entrance

Overview from opposite main entrance

It wasn't a good experience when there's two mindset in one same place...
To be treated as local or to be treated as a guest....
Expectations different can really create a 'kay osk'......

Couldn't help myself feeling like getting out of Jakarta and head straight home right away.......

I don't like it here....
I wanna go home where my life belongs.... period.

Day 3 in Jakarta

Gotta wake up early today!! Gotta wake up early today!!!

Bro has made some plans for us today!! Makan lunch with him than we lepak at one mall than he meet up with us at another mall than balik rumah..

And it turns up...........

Bro booked a taxi for us at 10:30am... the same old BB taxi.. trust worthy for it's name i guess! One thing I like about the BB taxi is that so far in regardless the guy whom we encountered in the airport or the taxi drivers who had fetched us so far.. they are all very polite and well mannered!! It felt really good to be in these taxis and am happy for the company that they had such well trainned staff! =)

The taxi brought us to Wisma 46, where bro is working. And gotta know that this wisma is the tallest building in Jakarta!!

He brought us up to the highest floor 47th, whereby we are able to look at half of the Jakarta landscape in an eye!!

I was looking forward to that, but..... the level of enjoyment?! ..................... (speechless)

Juz imagine.... with KL in sight @ Bukit Bintang area... than next to it is Kampung Chempaka... than building next will be Jalan Sultan Ismail area... than the next is Kampung Ara... Can you imagine????

That's how its like from way up high in Wisma 46. No kidding!!

Unfortunately, I didn't manage to have my camera filled with valid batteries than, otherwise it would be captured for a better view! Wasted....... But at least the view it's on my mind now...

We than moved over to take a peep @ ShangriLa Hotel lobby... fancy... with its deco, lightings and nice cozy swimming pool garden...

Jakarta is a big city! I heard that the whole pupulation in Jakarta is aready = to the population in Malaysia!! Is this true?!? Wow!!

Traffic here is either similar to KL peak hours or worst.... Bikes and cars are flying everywhere, especially during the peak hours on Friday as I was told. No one would step out during that hour if possible coz it's really jam.

I second that!

After the lunch, mom decided to take the public transport = BUS as a change to experience the ride. So we took a long walk to get into the ticket counter and walk another long walk to get to the bus station.....

Not much luck we had.... we waited for quite some time in a non air cond, non fan bus stop.. people are jamming up the place and the place is getting warmer... i could even felt my sweat dripping.... gosh!!!

Carrying a sleeping big baby with a little girl next to me wasn't a fun task... I'd learned that it's not easy being a mother!! Hahaha.....

Those staff working in the bus station were kind enough to ask me to seat aside and wait for the bus, it seems that ladies with infant have the priviledge to aboard the bus in advance. That's good!

There are another 2 staffs who were taking care in the bus besides the usual driver, that's something different. I approached the young man asking for help to informed me when my station is due. Was kinda worried that with the crowded bus, he might forgot, but he didn't. Through the crowd, he found me and informed me with a SMILE! So niiceeeeeeeeeeeee of him. That's good!

We are supposed to transit to another bus stop in order to reach the Mangga Dua Square, but.... mom finally decided to take a taxi instead to avoid the walking, the crowd, the sweat, etc etc...

We exit-ed from Matraman station and head right straight to a traffic polis booth to ask for direction on calling for taxi. These 2 traffic police officers were really nice! It was a cross junction ahead with very heavy traffic. The traffic police actually tried to get a taxi for us, but apparently the more he tried, the more taxi has drove passed him..... quickly!! Hahaha........

Finally he managed to get one BB taxi for us. Very kind and sweet of them to lend their helping hands! Really appreciate that! That's good!

After hopping on the BB taxi, the driver told us that he was actually worried when the traffic police stopped him...

"Saya ingat saya dah buat salahan, kena denda..."

Hahahahhaaaaa... as expected! No wonder lots of them ran away!!

The taxi driver tried to chat with us along the way to M2, but the same problem arised... I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!! =D

But the little girl DID!!! Gosh!!! She's our translator than. How could she had understood what the driver said and I don't instead???? Well.... i figured out that she's got kakak at home who had apparently helped a lot there..... =)

Along the way we could see lots of hawker stalls along the road...

We can also see there's some "walking hawker" going around with packets of titbits or others asking for sales when the cars stopped at the traffic lights....

We can see different type of public transport besides the usual taxi and bus.. there's also vans, mini bus, and not forgetting these mini bike taxis... interesting.....

Bro initially said that we have to leave M2 around 3:30pm before the traffic starts, but at the end, it turn out to be that we had only arrived M2 at 3:30pm!!! Traffic is everywhere starting from this hour.... so we gotta change plans...

We went over to another block called WTC Mangga 2.

Goodness!!! It's only 7pm+ and most of the shops are already closed! Never thought that shopping center can be closed that early.......

But in this complex I found something interesting.... At least it's an escalator that we are unable to find in our homeland...

Ever seen one of this "turning" escalator?

Bro came to M2 and brought us back home.... had a short dinner and straight home we went...

What's gonna happen tomorrow?! Will there be anything excited or new experience to experienced?!

Looking forward to a brand new day........... in Jakarta!

Day 2 in Jakarta

Woke up early this morning... well at least it was early for me during off days... 10+ am! haha.. =P

Mom said to go market to jalan jalan.... found out that bringing those 2 kids wasn't an easy task. At least with the older one she's ok.. but the younger one with the age of 2+ it's kinda hard to dealed with... not much of experience i would say! Even mom would also give up at times with his behaviour!! Hahaha....

It was a long walking journey from the apartment to the market, especially with the hot sun hanging out there! Gotta see more with this long mile....

The place is either filled with big huge bangalors that looks so grand on the outside... or one could see next to it would be either an emptly land or covered with rundown kampung houses. "How could this be?" was right in my mind.... we don't see this anywhere in PJ or KL (not sure for other states so far). This place is neither high class or low!!


Along the way to the morning market... contructions on big houses were everywhere... no wonder bro doesn't allowed mom to bring the kid when she's alone with her.... "NOT SAFE" that's my bro's answer, and I can see why....

No offence in anyway.... Maybe it's juz lacking a sense on security especially it's not our main land I suppose, we are not in their culture nor any background knowledge obtain. I believe foreigners who work in Malaysia would feel the same in the beginning stage too more or less...

With the sweat and sun hanging around us, we manage to arrive to the market in peace... Saw something interesting..... to prevent flies flying and stopping everywhere, the kuih store actually put up a straw (with honey?) in a softdrink bottle and place it at the center of the kuih placement... u can actually see flies were sticking on to the straw like a "flies collection" tube or something! Hahaha....

Not to miss the store selling grain..... just look at the timbang machine...

Old antient type of machine.. brings back lots of childhood memories.... feels great!! =)

We came back from market by using the same route with packets of food... fish... grain... mee.. etc for lunch... yummy yummy!! It really tasted quite good, at least i didn't get a stomach ache by taking that!! Kakaka.... no lah! Juz joking! ;0)

But felt really sleeping after taking the lunch though, wonder whether the store had added any sleeping pills ingredients in the food or not coz I was sleeping through the whole afternoon (was trying to avoid me being a piggy!!)

The kids and mom went swimming.... I was sleeping..
The kids and mom return from swimming... I was sleeping...
My bro returns from work... I was sleeping....
Until it's time to go out lepak... I'm awake!!! =D

Gosh! That's was such a nice NAP!! (although it was kinda long)

We went over to Mal Puri Indah, a shopping mall... all i manage to see was to walk around for a few minutes and head up to Puri Land = a wonderland of play station for kids.

Kinda bored than... especially the elder kid were focusing playing with my bro and me and mom were left behind to take care of the younger one..

Didn't manage to really walk through the shopping mall.... juz Puri Land.....

What's gonna happen in the next couple of days?????

Day 1 in Jakarta....

Took the late flight to Jakarta today as planned with the 2 kids and mom... not as hard to manage those two as expected than... maybe they know that they have to be good, otherwise i might throw them out from the plane. hahaha...

Kinda blurred upon arrival at the Jakarta airport.. brother said to take the BB taxi or GY taxi, but gotta be aware that BB taxi might have imitation, so gotta look for the right counter/person.. Sounds kinda tense here... what IF i got the imitation taxi?! Will we be in danger?? What kind of danger?? Gosh.... tension-nya....

Managed to get into the right taxi and headed to bro's house... but you know what?! Communication breakdown!!!!! Told the taxi driver the destination, and he ANSWERED!!!!!! The worst thing was, I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!

Gosh! That's bad!!! I don't get what the taxi driver was asking, and he didn't get what I was saying too!! And I thought that Jakarta and Malaysia speaks the same language pulak, but just the different accent I suppose....

I can see that there's some doubt in the taxi driver's face and manage to understood what he wants from me from the bits and pieces of what he said... "...... telepon... teman..." others remains a mystery....

So I gotta pick up the phone and call bro... apa pulak, he wasn't in a good tone to answer this call i suppose..... "Quick! Quick!" That's what i recalled so far....

I managed to get the reason behind on those "Quick! Quick!" issue....

"I didn't know you were calling from your handphone! I thought you called me by using the public phone while you were at the airport. You know how expensive it is to call by using Malaysia line??! RM6.00 per minute you know?!"

No wonder he's on fire........ expensive-nya indeed!!!

First night in Jakarta... and all i could see is dark places with lots of big buildings and rundown houses all in one....